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{{Quote|
{{Quote|
I know, I know I've let you down<br>
I know, I know I've let you down<br />
I've been a fool to myself<br>
I've been a fool to myself<br />
I thought that I could<br>
I thought that I could<br />
live for no one else<br>
live for no one else<br />
But now through all the hurt & pain<br>
But now through all the hurt & pain<br />
It's time for me to respect<br>
It's time for me to respect<br />
the ones you love<br>
the ones you love<br />
mean more than anything<br>
mean more than anything<br />
So with sadness in my heart<br>
So with sadness in my heart<br />
(I) feel the best thing I could do<br>
(I) feel the best thing I could do<br />
is end it all<br>
is end it all<br />
and leave forever<br>
and leave forever<br />
what's done is done it feels so bad<br>
what's done is done it feels so bad<br />
what once was happy now is sad<br>
what once was happy now is sad<br />
I'll never love again<br>
I'll never love again<br />
my world is ending
my world is ending


I wish that I could turn back time<br>
I wish that I could turn back time<br />
cause' now the guilt is all mine<br>
cause' now the guilt is all mine<br />
can't live without<br>
can't live without<br />
the trust from those you love<br>
the trust from those you love<br />
I know we can't forget the past<br>
I know we can't forget the past<br />
you can't forget love & pride<br>
you can't forget love & pride<br />
because of that, it's killing me inside
because of that, it's killing me inside


It all returns to nothing, it all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down<br>
It all returns to nothing, it all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down<br />
It all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down<br>
It all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down<br />
In my heart of hearts<br>
In my heart of hearts<br />
I know that I could never love again<br>
I know that I could never love again<br />
I've lost everything<br>
I've lost everything<br />
everything<br>
everything<br />
everything that matters to me, matters in this world
everything that matters to me, matters in this world


I wish that I could turn back time<br>
I wish that I could turn back time<br />
cuz now the guilt is all mine<br>
cuz now the guilt is all mine<br />
can't live without<br>
can't live without<br />
the trust from those you love<br>
the trust from those you love<br />
I know we can't forget the past<br>
I know we can't forget the past<br />
you can't forget love & pride<br>
you can't forget love & pride<br />
because of that, it's killing me inside
because of that, it's killing me inside


It all returns to nothing, it just keeps tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down<br>
It all returns to nothing, it just keeps tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down<br />
It all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down<br>
It all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down<br />
It all returns to nothing, it just keeps tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down<br>
It all returns to nothing, it just keeps tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down<br />
It all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down|English lyrics to Komm, süsser Tod}}
It all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down|English lyrics to Komm, süsser Tod}}
[[File:Yt5s.com - KOMM, SUSSER TOD (M-10 Director's Edit Version) (128 kbps).mp3|thumb|Komm, süsser Tod (Come, Sweet Death)]]
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'''Shinji:''' Then why don't you try being nice to me.<br>
'''Shinji:''' Then why don't you try being nice to me.<br />
'''Rei, Asuka, and Misato:''' We are nice to you!<br>
'''Rei, Asuka, and Misato:''' We are nice to you!<br />
'''Shinji:''' Liars! You're just hiding behind those smiles but you intentionally keep things ambiguous<br>}}
'''Shinji:''' Liars! You're just hiding behind those smiles but you intentionally keep things ambiguous<br />}}
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{{Quote|This... is an empty space. A world that's empty. Devoid of everything except me. I'm starting to become indistinct. I feel myself disappearing... The being that is me is fading away. I'm alone...}}
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So much has happened since I came here. Before this, I lived with my teacher. It was calm and boring in those days. I wasn’t really doing anything, but I was fine with that. There was really nothing I had to do.
I mustn't run away!
~ Shinji
No I can’t! I’ve never even seen anything like this before! There’s no way I can do this!
~ Shinji upon being asked to pilot the EVA
You betrayed me! You betrayed the trust I placed in you! You betrayed me just like my father did
I can handle it! I'll show you how it's done, Asuka! You're the one who said it, Ms. Misato. I'm number one. After all, fighting is a man's job!
~ Shinji's confidence rising before his battle against Leliel

I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought that I could
live for no one else
But now through all the hurt & pain
It's time for me to respect
the ones you love
mean more than anything
So with sadness in my heart
(I) feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever
what's done is done it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
cause' now the guilt is all mine
can't live without
the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
you can't forget love & pride
because of that, it's killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down
In my heart of hearts
I know that I could never love again
I've lost everything
everything
everything that matters to me, matters in this world

I wish that I could turn back time
cuz now the guilt is all mine
can't live without
the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
you can't forget love & pride
because of that, it's killing me inside

It all returns to nothing, it just keeps tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down
It all returns to nothing, it just keeps tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down

~ English lyrics to Komm, süsser Tod
Komm, süsser Tod (Come, Sweet Death)

Shinji: Then why don't you try being nice to me.
Rei, Asuka, and Misato: We are nice to you!
Shinji: Liars! You're just hiding behind those smiles but you intentionally keep things ambiguous

This... is an empty space. A world that's empty. Devoid of everything except me. I'm starting to become indistinct. I feel myself disappearing... The being that is me is fading away. I'm alone...
What's this sensation? I think I've felt it before. Like the lines of my body are melting away. It feels nice... It's like I'm getting bigger, spreading out. Forever... and ever...
You yourself are also capable of changing. Because what gives you shape is your own heart and the world around you. After all, this is your world. This is the shape of reality as perceived by you. That is reality.
I get it, this is another possible world. A possibility that's inside me. The me that I am now isn't the entirety of what I am. Different versions of me might exist. Oh, right! There could even be a me that isn't an Eva pilot! ...The real world might not be so bad. But I do hate myself. ...But... doesn't everybody hate me? But I really do hate myself. I'm a sneak. And a coward. And dishonest. And a weakling. I hate who I am. But maybe I can learn to like myself one day! Maybe it's okay for me to be here! Right... The only person I can be is me. I'm me. I want to be myself! I want to be here! It's okay for me to be here!
~ Shinji rejecting Instrumentality, as he learns to love himself and enjoy being with the people he is surrounded by
Congratulations!
Thank you all!
~ Shinji thanking everyone
TO FATHER, THANK YOU. TO MOTHER, GOODBYE. AND TO ALL THE CHILDREN, CONGRTULATIONS
Oh- Oh this is- this is nice, this is the end, okay. Where exactly am I? Um, oh great, here's the song, oh good. Um, there's some things that are still unresolved here guys! H-How do I get home? What do I eat? Was Rei m-my mom, or uh a clone? Or... Hell, was this all in my mind? Wha-What's an Eva? Is that sort of a Freudian thing or... um am I real? Oh hell- Does the bus run through here? I mean, I'd like to go home now but um, oh god... Where's home? Okay, Okay, Okay. I mustn't run away, I mustn't run aw- Okay I got that, good, okay. Now, if I were to run away, let's analyze that. WHERE THE FUCK WOULD I GO!? I'm on a big, blue ball! Uhhhhhhhhhhh, is this how you end this series? I mean is this where we go from here? Okay- The movie better sure as hell make up for this, I'm tellin' ya right now, cuz' I'm stuck in nowhere land. You ran outta ink too, didn't ya you bastards!
~ Shinji's English VA rant about the ending
Shinji's Rant
The Heady Feeling of Freedom
Good, or Don't Be

The Angels' Fruit of Life and man's Fruit of Knowledge... Having obtained both, Eva Unit 01 has become a being equivalent to God. And it is now reverting to the Tree of Life, the proto-embryo. Will it become the ark that saves man from the oblivion of the Third Impact, or the devil that will destroy it? We've placed our future in the hands of Ikari's son.
~ Kozo Fuyutsuki upon seeing the spear of Longinus fusing with Eva 01

Rei... Ayanami?
~ Shinji upon witnessing Litlith's awakening